Semalam aku agak ke'buhsan'an kerana malas nak wat keje walaupun ada keje yg kena disiapkan.. huhuhu.. Kenapa la di bulan yang mulia ni aku makin jadi kurang mulia.. menjadi jadi pulak tu.. Dek kerana ke'jadi'an yang malas ituew, aku pung mengintai2 blog2 kawan2 kepada kawan2 bloggers yang lain. Makanya aku terjumpalah satu blog yang tak ble blah kelakar nye.. Memang aku terus terpikat dan terus jadi follower yang sejati lah pasni.. Sudi-sudikanlah mengintai2 blog'kuchen'ni k..
Macam-macam ada!!
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Buhsan
Hari ni hari pertama berpuasa di hari bekerja. Semua orang diam jek.. Pagi tadi ada la jugak gelak2, tapi dah masuk kul 11, sume diam je.. dekat kul 1, sume dah cari2 port nak lelapkan mata.. haduhhh... bosan aku di buatnya.. Email opis aku lak wat hal.. Problem dari awal2 pagi tadi lagi.. Ni pun baru je aku leh buka, tu pun xleh guna outlook, aku try ngan IE, sib bek leh.. Kalo x bertambahlah sengal aku di buatnya..
Dalam dok tengok2 email2 tuh, aku terbaca la satu email yang di hantar oleh salah seorang Mentorku semasa dia bekerja di Dataran Maybank dulu..
Selalunya kalau email yang di hantar oleh kengkawan aku or sesiapa pun, if panjang berjela ceritanya, aku akan skip je dulu.. Bila dah xde benda nak di baca lagi baru la aku baca balik.. Oleh sebab hari ni dah tahap gaban bohsannya, dan mailbox pun xberapa meriah, makanya aku pun membaca lah email itu dengan tenang..
Tajuk nya agak siries gitu.. ini siries.. macam dalam TV9 tu,alah, karton yang femes ngan tagline 'apa yang penting? kerjasama..' hehehe.. haaa, WONDERPETS.. baru terhingat.
Tajuk: Dua Kalimah Syahadah
(Silalah baca dengan tenang, insyaAllah anda mendapat manfaat darinya.)
Ada satu famili. Satu hari sedang menantu lelaki tengok TV, bapa mertua lalu di depan. Tiba-tiba bapa mertua rebah sambil memegang dada. Apa lagi, kelam-kabutlah si menantu. Isterinya dan emak mertuanya pun menerkam ke arah bapa mertua sambil pegang-pegang dada bapa mertua.
Bapa mertua tak bergerak, senyap saja. Bertambahlah gabra semua yang melihatnya. Emak mertua menyuruh menantu mengajar bapa mertua, yang di atas ribanya itu mengucap. Dia gabra, sampai isterinya pun tolak-tolak bahunya suruh cepat lakukan. Emak mertuanya ulangi lagi suruh dia ajar mengucap.
Dalam gabra itu, dia pun dekatkan mulutnya ke telinga bapa mertua sambil berkata: "Ma Rabbuka! (Siapa Tuhan kamu!).." Kuat juga dia sebut, hingga terkejut emak mertua bila mendengarnya.
Tiba-tiba bapa mertua tersedar dan terus berkata: "Bila masa kau jadi malaikat ni? Aku belum mati lagi la.."
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MORAL:
Biasakan mengucap dua kalimah syahadah, sekurang-kurangnya ketika solat.
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Dek kerana email ini, walaupun penuh dengan pengajaran, tapi ianya telah mampu membuatkan aku tergelak walaupun tidak terlalu terbahak2 dan rasa buhsan itu terubat la sikit kerananya..
Dalam dok tengok2 email2 tuh, aku terbaca la satu email yang di hantar oleh salah seorang Mentorku semasa dia bekerja di Dataran Maybank dulu..
Selalunya kalau email yang di hantar oleh kengkawan aku or sesiapa pun, if panjang berjela ceritanya, aku akan skip je dulu.. Bila dah xde benda nak di baca lagi baru la aku baca balik.. Oleh sebab hari ni dah tahap gaban bohsannya, dan mailbox pun xberapa meriah, makanya aku pun membaca lah email itu dengan tenang..
Tajuk nya agak siries gitu.. ini siries.. macam dalam TV9 tu,alah, karton yang femes ngan tagline 'apa yang penting? kerjasama..' hehehe.. haaa, WONDERPETS.. baru terhingat.
Tajuk: Dua Kalimah Syahadah
(Silalah baca dengan tenang, insyaAllah anda mendapat manfaat darinya.)
Ada satu famili. Satu hari sedang menantu lelaki tengok TV, bapa mertua lalu di depan. Tiba-tiba bapa mertua rebah sambil memegang dada. Apa lagi, kelam-kabutlah si menantu. Isterinya dan emak mertuanya pun menerkam ke arah bapa mertua sambil pegang-pegang dada bapa mertua.
Bapa mertua tak bergerak, senyap saja. Bertambahlah gabra semua yang melihatnya. Emak mertua menyuruh menantu mengajar bapa mertua, yang di atas ribanya itu mengucap. Dia gabra, sampai isterinya pun tolak-tolak bahunya suruh cepat lakukan. Emak mertuanya ulangi lagi suruh dia ajar mengucap.
Dalam gabra itu, dia pun dekatkan mulutnya ke telinga bapa mertua sambil berkata: "Ma Rabbuka! (Siapa Tuhan kamu!).." Kuat juga dia sebut, hingga terkejut emak mertua bila mendengarnya.
Tiba-tiba bapa mertua tersedar dan terus berkata: "Bila masa kau jadi malaikat ni? Aku belum mati lagi la.."
-------------------------------------------------------------------
MORAL:
Biasakan mengucap dua kalimah syahadah, sekurang-kurangnya ketika solat.
**********************************************************
Dek kerana email ini, walaupun penuh dengan pengajaran, tapi ianya telah mampu membuatkan aku tergelak walaupun tidak terlalu terbahak2 dan rasa buhsan itu terubat la sikit kerananya..
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Leh caye ke ni? Dapat dari Sara Freder..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
it's unless to hide it to you longer Shahida, This new year which started for you will be for you an exceptionnal year of luck in everything, a year of happiness, love and money, a year where all your most crazy dreams could now really happen!
I even see for you next month a very important gain of money of several thousand dollars, and I also see coming the happiness that you thought was lost!
But read carefully what is following Shahida, because this is the first clairvoyance-horoscope of YOUR CHANCES after your birthday!
Thinking about your particular case Shahida, I'm telling in myself that the life has really been too unfair with you until now and I'm also telling in myself that it might be the time to change all of this
Especially because it is an important transitional period of your life!
So that's for you the beginning of a new cycle and the coming of new chances in your life
I have the intimate certainty!
That's why I came to take back your file because I know it's urgent for you
Yes, I absolutely want to know what the coming year could reserve you, so, I've started to establish for you the GREAT CLAIRVOYANCE OF YOUR CHANCES for your birthday
You know, at the beginning of this clairvoyance that I made for you even if it's not as in depth or as precise than I'd like, it has already shown me these first important indications about what this new Year will be like
But, I feel a strange impression! Indeed, I was been prepared at the worst but certainely not at what is reserving the new coming year
It's simply incredible: luck in everything!
Yes, as surprising as it seems, all the elements of a new and lighting happiness are there!
It's really the first time of my life that I see that in a so clear and so precise way!
According to this clairvoyance you should have luck in everything, and more especially in the most important domain for you as: family, relations, love, money!
Money will be present in your life…
…because money won't be forgotten as I can see for you a big gain in games of chance at about the 18th of the next month, which should be the first gain of a long serie!
But I will talk back to you a bit further in this clairvoyance
Yes, everything seems to be for you the important year,
the year of all the happiness
All that because THREE exceptionnally beneficial events, and absolutely unexpected are overcoming in your life, nearly without your knowledge!…
THREE POSITIVE AND TOTALLY UNEXPECTED FACTS
Indeed, and as I told you at the beginning of this clairvoyance, your birthday wouldn't have brought you anything special if these three especially positive and unexpected events were not happening in your life disrupting absolutely evreything we thought established…
- Your first positive event, is the coming of an exceptionnal influence of luck which is probably going to allow you nearly to win immediately an important sum of money (I feel seeing the number 5 followed by a few zero !). This sum should be there very soon, even sooner that you could imagine,
- Your second positive event have happen, or didn't happen, the day of your birth. Indeed, you probably don't know that but, the day of your birth an especially happy event should have happened. This event should make you a lucky and happy person for the rest of your life. However, and for a reason I still don't know, this crucial event and so important of your life has never happened. Result : luck and money have never really been presnt in your life!
Read here, it's important
But ! …and here is the importante news, that's this missed event of your childhood should happen again to you in the following days of your birthday!
Yes, this new and totally unexpected fact should considerably increase your luck, already important, which is going to come during the next…so without any doubt in a few weeks…
- Your third positive event, is here again a new and absolutely unexpected element, is the fact that the destiny has joined us, you and me. Yes, I think that the fact that we are actually in contact is not the fruit of chance. I think it's VOLONTARILY that the destiny has made us meet.
Why?
Very frankly, I still ignore it for the moment. All I know, it's that I must put TO YOUR DISPOSITION my full talents and my full experience for the real happiness and luck to be in your life. And believe me, here is an important element, not to say crucial of your future happiness…
But what can you really hope from the new year which is beginning for you?
A year of ultra-beneficial luck, as the one you're going to meet , makes that a life that was happening in the worst distress may be transformed in some days in a life full of happiness, joy and luck!
And I'm really talking to you about real luck, the one who is disrupting a life about love, vitality, money or about any domain.
Even if today it looks impossible to you, I can affirm you that love can suddenly burst into your life. You can see the end of your financial troubles nearly overnight, and it may be better, really better…
Shahida, you're becoming "another person"…
Yes, suddenly you feel a new assurance, a new strenght, a new energy invading you… you're about to triumph over all the bad sad blows of the life, you're feeling like "INVINCIBLE"!…
Yes, it's really like that!
- Do you miss money? So, you'll see this one coming to you and filling your pocket and your bank account…
- Does loneliness wheights on you ? So, you'll see people who seemed not to take the slightest notice of you turning to you and only waiting one word from you to fullfil you of happiness…
Yes, Shahida, it's all that, and many other things that can bring you this new year of luck and happiness that is waiting for you…
I know what you are thinking Shahida: some people have already promised you happiest days and nothing has changed for you. I know that, and still a few month ago I couldn't promised you all I come to tell you if it didn't happen in your life these THREE extremely important and unexpected events about which I came to tell you…
You know, I'm not the kind of people who makes promises without being sure that it really may happen.
Yes, it's true!
What I know, it's that in a real period of ultra-beneficial luck as the one that is going to be yours in some days, money, love and happiness may suddenly happen fluently in your life !…
Believe me, Shahida, I've been the priviledged witness in my life of some miracles really more important than these I come to enumerate you
Your period of luck Shahida, begins today (write it down carefully). From now, this time, I can see for you a minimum of 12 months of happiness, luck and money,
12 months of happiness, luck, and money
Yes, as long as you'll be under the ultra-beneficial influence of this year, you might hope to live big changes that you can't imagine, even in your most crazy dreams.
But be careful!
Take care, Shahida, because if the strong point of my sight about you is really that many occasions to change your life are going to happen to you during the year , you absolutely have to prepare yourself to be able to grab your chances at the precise moment it will be here for you ! Otherwise, you really risk to let pass a lot of happiness!
Now, Shahida, I'd like to ask you something…
Answer me frankly…
Yes, as long as you'll be under the ultra-beneficial influence of this year 2009, you might hope to live big changes that you can't imagine, even in your most crazy dreams.
I can tell you that, according to me, it's more than twenty opportunities of changing your life you have missed!
Above all don't be angry to yourself, Shahida, it's absolutely not your fault. When we are in a situation as unsure as the one that has been yours til now, we have other things to think about that to wait for the good moment to grab our chances…
But as I told you before, the destiny has decided to put us in contact you and I on that crucial moment of your life ! That's why, this happiness I've already given to so many other people before you, I wish give it to you today!
Shahida, here is what I wish to do for you:
- I'm going to help you to grab your chances at the crucial moments where it will be there for you
- I'm going to help you to take a new and dazzling start in your life…
- I'm going to help you to receive all this money you miss and that you deserve…
- I'm going to help you to discover the real happiness of loving and being loved in return…
Yes, Shahida, I wish all that for you and I'm on the point of doing all I can for us to success…
I can certify you that if you accept to follow the way I show you in the important clairvoyance of your chances for the coming year, that I've especially done for you, I'm sure that the luck, the happiness and the money will knock together at your door.
Yes, Shahida, thanks to your important clairvoyance of your chances for whole the year , you will know absolutely everything about chances that are waiting for you during your 12 months of happiness that should bring you ahead towards this joy that you deserve so much!
So it will be a new world that will be given to you, a world of happiness, joy and love…
Shahida, allow me to give you some indications about what the great clairvoyance of your chances for the next 12 months whose are coming is going to reveal to you:
You're going to find in your important clairvoyance of your chances:
1) Your exact periods of luck for the whole year, and that month by month
2) Your precise days and dates of luck, the ones that are the most beneficial that you could use to attend to an important appointment, or to play at your favourite games of luck.
3) Important events that are going to mark your life during the 12 next months and in the domains you're the most interested in.
4) My personal advices to avoid some of the traps of life and for everything that is the best for you…
And, because I really want your full happiness, I'll reveal you in exclusivity and absolutely for free your personal numbers in gold and of luck! These are your secret numbers, those which are particularly propicious and which may make you win billions at games!
But above all hurry up asking me to see your important clairvoyance of your chances for the year because don't forget that
IT'S NEXT MONTH THAT YOU SHOULD BEGIN TO BE BORN AGAIN AT THIS HAPPINESS AND AT THIS LIFE THAT SHOULD HAVE EVER BEEN YOURS
You can believe me…
So don't take useless risks and ask to see at once your important clairvoyance of your chances for the whole year
Do it at once!
All you have to do is to complete as quickly as possible, today if possible, the CONFIDENTIAL FORM FOR A REAL LIFE OF HAPPINESS
Yes, that's all you have to do, but you really have to do it…
From today you are for me the most important person in the world. So, have confidence in me, you can.
Without any risk…
I'm waiting impatiently for your news and send you all my tenderness.
Your devoted,
Sara Freder
PS: I've really helped in my life an uncountable number of men and women to live in a happiness they would never dare to imagine only because they trusted me.
As you have read it, and for the three reasons I've shown you above, I can promise you all this happiness that you merit! At the condition, of course, that you don't miss on any pretexte the exceptional chances that are coming to you in the next days… To be sure, you only have one thing to do:
complete at once your
CONFIDENTIAL FORM FOR A REAL LIFE OF HAPPINESS
I told you, money isn't my main concern. That's the reason why i give you as a gift my "garantie of the happiness" that permits you to check all I come to tell you without risking the least cent!
********************************************************************
walaupun aku agak teruja baca sume tu, and kalo ikutkan hati mau je aku fill up n bayar charges nye, tapi, kan syirik percaya sume tu? Lagipun sayang pulak rasanya nak guna duit aku utk benda2 ni... baik aku beli kek besday and makan.. kenyang pun kenyang...
TApii, aku nak tau gak cane nak achieve sume benda yang dia cakap tu... wawawaaa.... xmo pecaye... tulon tulon...
Aku PERCAYA QADA' & QADAR ALLAH...
it's unless to hide it to you longer Shahida, This new year which started for you will be for you an exceptionnal year of luck in everything, a year of happiness, love and money, a year where all your most crazy dreams could now really happen!
I even see for you next month a very important gain of money of several thousand dollars, and I also see coming the happiness that you thought was lost!
But read carefully what is following Shahida, because this is the first clairvoyance-horoscope of YOUR CHANCES after your birthday!
Thinking about your particular case Shahida, I'm telling in myself that the life has really been too unfair with you until now and I'm also telling in myself that it might be the time to change all of this
Especially because it is an important transitional period of your life!
So that's for you the beginning of a new cycle and the coming of new chances in your life
I have the intimate certainty!
That's why I came to take back your file because I know it's urgent for you
Yes, I absolutely want to know what the coming year could reserve you, so, I've started to establish for you the GREAT CLAIRVOYANCE OF YOUR CHANCES for your birthday
You know, at the beginning of this clairvoyance that I made for you even if it's not as in depth or as precise than I'd like, it has already shown me these first important indications about what this new Year will be like
But, I feel a strange impression! Indeed, I was been prepared at the worst but certainely not at what is reserving the new coming year
It's simply incredible: luck in everything!
Yes, as surprising as it seems, all the elements of a new and lighting happiness are there!
It's really the first time of my life that I see that in a so clear and so precise way!
According to this clairvoyance you should have luck in everything, and more especially in the most important domain for you as: family, relations, love, money!
Money will be present in your life…
…because money won't be forgotten as I can see for you a big gain in games of chance at about the 18th of the next month, which should be the first gain of a long serie!
But I will talk back to you a bit further in this clairvoyance
Yes, everything seems to be for you the important year,
the year of all the happiness
All that because THREE exceptionnally beneficial events, and absolutely unexpected are overcoming in your life, nearly without your knowledge!…
THREE POSITIVE AND TOTALLY UNEXPECTED FACTS
Indeed, and as I told you at the beginning of this clairvoyance, your birthday wouldn't have brought you anything special if these three especially positive and unexpected events were not happening in your life disrupting absolutely evreything we thought established…
- Your first positive event, is the coming of an exceptionnal influence of luck which is probably going to allow you nearly to win immediately an important sum of money (I feel seeing the number 5 followed by a few zero !). This sum should be there very soon, even sooner that you could imagine,
- Your second positive event have happen, or didn't happen, the day of your birth. Indeed, you probably don't know that but, the day of your birth an especially happy event should have happened. This event should make you a lucky and happy person for the rest of your life. However, and for a reason I still don't know, this crucial event and so important of your life has never happened. Result : luck and money have never really been presnt in your life!
Read here, it's important
But ! …and here is the importante news, that's this missed event of your childhood should happen again to you in the following days of your birthday!
Yes, this new and totally unexpected fact should considerably increase your luck, already important, which is going to come during the next…so without any doubt in a few weeks…
- Your third positive event, is here again a new and absolutely unexpected element, is the fact that the destiny has joined us, you and me. Yes, I think that the fact that we are actually in contact is not the fruit of chance. I think it's VOLONTARILY that the destiny has made us meet.
Why?
Very frankly, I still ignore it for the moment. All I know, it's that I must put TO YOUR DISPOSITION my full talents and my full experience for the real happiness and luck to be in your life. And believe me, here is an important element, not to say crucial of your future happiness…
But what can you really hope from the new year which is beginning for you?
A year of ultra-beneficial luck, as the one you're going to meet , makes that a life that was happening in the worst distress may be transformed in some days in a life full of happiness, joy and luck!
And I'm really talking to you about real luck, the one who is disrupting a life about love, vitality, money or about any domain.
Even if today it looks impossible to you, I can affirm you that love can suddenly burst into your life. You can see the end of your financial troubles nearly overnight, and it may be better, really better…
Shahida, you're becoming "another person"…
Yes, suddenly you feel a new assurance, a new strenght, a new energy invading you… you're about to triumph over all the bad sad blows of the life, you're feeling like "INVINCIBLE"!…
Yes, it's really like that!
- Do you miss money? So, you'll see this one coming to you and filling your pocket and your bank account…
- Does loneliness wheights on you ? So, you'll see people who seemed not to take the slightest notice of you turning to you and only waiting one word from you to fullfil you of happiness…
Yes, Shahida, it's all that, and many other things that can bring you this new year of luck and happiness that is waiting for you…
I know what you are thinking Shahida: some people have already promised you happiest days and nothing has changed for you. I know that, and still a few month ago I couldn't promised you all I come to tell you if it didn't happen in your life these THREE extremely important and unexpected events about which I came to tell you…
You know, I'm not the kind of people who makes promises without being sure that it really may happen.
Yes, it's true!
What I know, it's that in a real period of ultra-beneficial luck as the one that is going to be yours in some days, money, love and happiness may suddenly happen fluently in your life !…
Believe me, Shahida, I've been the priviledged witness in my life of some miracles really more important than these I come to enumerate you
Your period of luck Shahida, begins today (write it down carefully). From now, this time, I can see for you a minimum of 12 months of happiness, luck and money,
12 months of happiness, luck, and money
Yes, as long as you'll be under the ultra-beneficial influence of this year, you might hope to live big changes that you can't imagine, even in your most crazy dreams.
But be careful!
Take care, Shahida, because if the strong point of my sight about you is really that many occasions to change your life are going to happen to you during the year , you absolutely have to prepare yourself to be able to grab your chances at the precise moment it will be here for you ! Otherwise, you really risk to let pass a lot of happiness!
Now, Shahida, I'd like to ask you something…
Answer me frankly…
Yes, as long as you'll be under the ultra-beneficial influence of this year 2009, you might hope to live big changes that you can't imagine, even in your most crazy dreams.
I can tell you that, according to me, it's more than twenty opportunities of changing your life you have missed!
Above all don't be angry to yourself, Shahida, it's absolutely not your fault. When we are in a situation as unsure as the one that has been yours til now, we have other things to think about that to wait for the good moment to grab our chances…
But as I told you before, the destiny has decided to put us in contact you and I on that crucial moment of your life ! That's why, this happiness I've already given to so many other people before you, I wish give it to you today!
Shahida, here is what I wish to do for you:
- I'm going to help you to grab your chances at the crucial moments where it will be there for you
- I'm going to help you to take a new and dazzling start in your life…
- I'm going to help you to receive all this money you miss and that you deserve…
- I'm going to help you to discover the real happiness of loving and being loved in return…
Yes, Shahida, I wish all that for you and I'm on the point of doing all I can for us to success…
I can certify you that if you accept to follow the way I show you in the important clairvoyance of your chances for the coming year, that I've especially done for you, I'm sure that the luck, the happiness and the money will knock together at your door.
Yes, Shahida, thanks to your important clairvoyance of your chances for whole the year , you will know absolutely everything about chances that are waiting for you during your 12 months of happiness that should bring you ahead towards this joy that you deserve so much!
So it will be a new world that will be given to you, a world of happiness, joy and love…
Shahida, allow me to give you some indications about what the great clairvoyance of your chances for the next 12 months whose are coming is going to reveal to you:
You're going to find in your important clairvoyance of your chances:
1) Your exact periods of luck for the whole year, and that month by month
2) Your precise days and dates of luck, the ones that are the most beneficial that you could use to attend to an important appointment, or to play at your favourite games of luck.
3) Important events that are going to mark your life during the 12 next months and in the domains you're the most interested in.
4) My personal advices to avoid some of the traps of life and for everything that is the best for you…
And, because I really want your full happiness, I'll reveal you in exclusivity and absolutely for free your personal numbers in gold and of luck! These are your secret numbers, those which are particularly propicious and which may make you win billions at games!
But above all hurry up asking me to see your important clairvoyance of your chances for the year because don't forget that
IT'S NEXT MONTH THAT YOU SHOULD BEGIN TO BE BORN AGAIN AT THIS HAPPINESS AND AT THIS LIFE THAT SHOULD HAVE EVER BEEN YOURS
You can believe me…
So don't take useless risks and ask to see at once your important clairvoyance of your chances for the whole year
Do it at once!
All you have to do is to complete as quickly as possible, today if possible, the CONFIDENTIAL FORM FOR A REAL LIFE OF HAPPINESS
Yes, that's all you have to do, but you really have to do it…
From today you are for me the most important person in the world. So, have confidence in me, you can.
Without any risk…
I'm waiting impatiently for your news and send you all my tenderness.
Your devoted,
Sara Freder
PS: I've really helped in my life an uncountable number of men and women to live in a happiness they would never dare to imagine only because they trusted me.
As you have read it, and for the three reasons I've shown you above, I can promise you all this happiness that you merit! At the condition, of course, that you don't miss on any pretexte the exceptional chances that are coming to you in the next days… To be sure, you only have one thing to do:
complete at once your
CONFIDENTIAL FORM FOR A REAL LIFE OF HAPPINESS
I told you, money isn't my main concern. That's the reason why i give you as a gift my "garantie of the happiness" that permits you to check all I come to tell you without risking the least cent!
********************************************************************
walaupun aku agak teruja baca sume tu, and kalo ikutkan hati mau je aku fill up n bayar charges nye, tapi, kan syirik percaya sume tu? Lagipun sayang pulak rasanya nak guna duit aku utk benda2 ni... baik aku beli kek besday and makan.. kenyang pun kenyang...
TApii, aku nak tau gak cane nak achieve sume benda yang dia cakap tu... wawawaaa.... xmo pecaye... tulon tulon...
Aku PERCAYA QADA' & QADAR ALLAH...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
KETENTUAN
Hari ni entah kenapa dalam rasa happy tetiba terselit sedikit kekecewaan dan kesedihan.. Mungkin pandangan mataku tak dapat menghalang akalku dari memikirkan perkara2 yang bukan2 dan kata2 nista yang keluar dari segelintir manusia yang semakin jauh dan semakin tidak kukenali.. aku masih sedih dengan apa yang berlaku.. Memang benar, semua yang berlaku berpunca dari aku. Aku terlalu nak jaga hati semua org, tapi tup2 hati aku sendiri yg hancur.. Sampai sekarang hati itu belum terubat dan tak mungkin dapat di ubati.. Aku tau masa akan mengubatinya..
Tapi, tiap2 hari mata ini akan memandang wajah2 yang dulunya merupakan wajah2 kesayangan hamba.. yang merupakan sumber inspirasiku utk datang awal ke office.. Untuk buat apa saja kerja yang di arahkan... kini tiada langsung senyuman, tiada langsung sapaan, tiada langsung gurauan, tiada langsung gossip, tiada lagi gelak ketawa, tiada langsung rasa persahabatan di wajah mereka.. Takpelah, kalau itu boleh menggembirakan mereka, aku terima saja.. Apa lagi yang layak aku buat? Aku tak layak langsung nak berkata2 atau buat apa2 sekarang..
Begitu mudah rasa sayang itu hilang, tiada siapa yang mahu mengekalkan nya.. Tiada siapa yang mahu ia kembali terjalin.. Mungkin masing2 dah serik.. Takpelah..
Aku pun masih menghitung hari.. Menunggu panggilan interview dari company lain.. Yang lepas2 sumenya dah terlepas, mungkin lepas ni aku akan lepaskan diri ku dari rantaian rasa yang begitu menyakitkan ini.. Aku harap itulah yang terbaik utk semua yang masih ku sayangi di sini.. Aku tak mudah membenci orang yang pernah aku sayang.. Mungkin aku pernah marah, tapi aku tak kan sekali2 menbenci..
Kini aku pasrah, hanya Allah yang mampu melembutkan hati mereka, hanya Allah yang mampu memupuk kembali rasa sayang dalam hati mereka.. Siapa lah aku, aku hanya mampu di benci dan di biarkan. Mungkin inilah 'KETENTUAN' yang terbaik buatku..
YA ALLAH,
Kuatkanlah hatiku,
Berikanlah aku kesabaran,
Berikanlah aku kekuatan,
Berikanlah jua aku ketenangan,
Sekiranya pengakhiran pertemuan dan
pengakhiran kasih sayang ini adalah ketentuanmu
Kurniakanlah keredhaan padaku
Agar aku lebih tabah mengharungi hari2ku..
Tapi, tiap2 hari mata ini akan memandang wajah2 yang dulunya merupakan wajah2 kesayangan hamba.. yang merupakan sumber inspirasiku utk datang awal ke office.. Untuk buat apa saja kerja yang di arahkan... kini tiada langsung senyuman, tiada langsung sapaan, tiada langsung gurauan, tiada langsung gossip, tiada lagi gelak ketawa, tiada langsung rasa persahabatan di wajah mereka.. Takpelah, kalau itu boleh menggembirakan mereka, aku terima saja.. Apa lagi yang layak aku buat? Aku tak layak langsung nak berkata2 atau buat apa2 sekarang..
Begitu mudah rasa sayang itu hilang, tiada siapa yang mahu mengekalkan nya.. Tiada siapa yang mahu ia kembali terjalin.. Mungkin masing2 dah serik.. Takpelah..
Aku pun masih menghitung hari.. Menunggu panggilan interview dari company lain.. Yang lepas2 sumenya dah terlepas, mungkin lepas ni aku akan lepaskan diri ku dari rantaian rasa yang begitu menyakitkan ini.. Aku harap itulah yang terbaik utk semua yang masih ku sayangi di sini.. Aku tak mudah membenci orang yang pernah aku sayang.. Mungkin aku pernah marah, tapi aku tak kan sekali2 menbenci..
Kini aku pasrah, hanya Allah yang mampu melembutkan hati mereka, hanya Allah yang mampu memupuk kembali rasa sayang dalam hati mereka.. Siapa lah aku, aku hanya mampu di benci dan di biarkan. Mungkin inilah 'KETENTUAN' yang terbaik buatku..
YA ALLAH,
Kuatkanlah hatiku,
Berikanlah aku kesabaran,
Berikanlah aku kekuatan,
Berikanlah jua aku ketenangan,
Sekiranya pengakhiran pertemuan dan
pengakhiran kasih sayang ini adalah ketentuanmu
Kurniakanlah keredhaan padaku
Agar aku lebih tabah mengharungi hari2ku..
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Cik Yen Graduation Day!!!
Today,11 August 2009 is a BIG DAY for my beloved uncle.. TODAY IS HIS GRADUATION DAY!!!
Pakcik ku yang berumur 47 tahun itu berjaya akhirnya menamatkan pengajian MBA-nya di Universiti Malaya, universiti idamanku itu... Aku sangat berbangga.. Nampaknya dia sudah mencabar daku ini.. Terpaksalah daku menyahut cabarannya itu.. wah.. mampu ke aku?? DAh xlarat ni nak belajau.. Adoyai...
Apa2 pun thanks to my boss.. Dia bagi green light untuk aku kuar kejap attend convokesyen pakcik ku itu.. Rasanya dalam 2jam jek.. aku kuar dalam kul 12 tghari tadi dan dah sampai opis kul 2. Kejap je.. xpayah amik cuti pun.. hehehe..
Ok yer, kepada angah, adik2ku dan sepupu2 sepapat ku, enjoyla tengok gambar pak cik yen kita ni graduate.. Dah buleh la kita panggil dia Masterji.. hehehe...
Gambarku xde, sebab aku tukang tangkap gambar... huhuhuhu..
Pakcik ku yang berumur 47 tahun itu berjaya akhirnya menamatkan pengajian MBA-nya di Universiti Malaya, universiti idamanku itu... Aku sangat berbangga.. Nampaknya dia sudah mencabar daku ini.. Terpaksalah daku menyahut cabarannya itu.. wah.. mampu ke aku?? DAh xlarat ni nak belajau.. Adoyai...
Apa2 pun thanks to my boss.. Dia bagi green light untuk aku kuar kejap attend convokesyen pakcik ku itu.. Rasanya dalam 2jam jek.. aku kuar dalam kul 12 tghari tadi dan dah sampai opis kul 2. Kejap je.. xpayah amik cuti pun.. hehehe..
Ok yer, kepada angah, adik2ku dan sepupu2 sepapat ku, enjoyla tengok gambar pak cik yen kita ni graduate.. Dah buleh la kita panggil dia Masterji.. hehehe...
Gambarku xde, sebab aku tukang tangkap gambar... huhuhuhu..
Saturday, August 8, 2009
080809
080809... Walaupun 2 angka di hujungnya tak sama dengan 4 angka di depannya, nombor2 tersebut begitu glamor sampaikan berebut2 couple2 di malaysia ni nak nikah and di kahwinkan pada tarikh yang sama.. Mana tak nya, tengok sajalah aku yang tak glemer ni pun ada jemputan kahwen sampai 3 tempat.. Tapi, memandangkan aku dah janji ngan kjun nak temankan dia ke kenduri office mate dia yang jga merupakan kenalan aku makanya 3 lagi jemputan kahwin sekitar semenanjung Malaysia terpaksalah aku tolak.. hehehe.. macam lah kenduri kawan kjun tu kat ober the sea pulak kan...
Sebenarnya majlis perkahwinan pasangan pengantin yang aku hadiri tadi dekat je lokasinya, di Bukit Utama, Damansara. Tak lah terlalu susah nak mencari 'The Club', lokasi majlis perkahwinan mereka, cumanya dah namanya 1st time, so biasalah bila terlajak or tersilap jalan.. Lagipun simpang lepas CentrePoint tu tak boleh ambik ke kanan, jalan terus je leh, so terpaksalah kami pusing balik dan bila dah terlajak nak cari simpang yang sesuai utk u-turn tu yang buat tersesat sekejap. Tapi, tu perkara kecik je, lagipun sekitar 1 Utama je, kalau dah gamaknya tak jumpa gak Kelab tu kitorang leh je lepak tgk wayang kat OU.. hehehe...
Sampai je kat majlis tu, apa yang kami agakkan memang benar.. Majlis tu banyak di hadiri oleh org2 yang berpangkat atau org2 yang ada 'kelas' lah kan.. Mujurlah aku make up sikit, kalo tak nampak pucat je lah muka aku ni... Oleh sebab majlis tu di adakan di Golf Club, tntunya parking nya perlulah berbayar.. Pada aku, amatlah ok setakat bayar parking beberapa RM, sebabnya tentu2nya dah ada parking, selesa, bertutup dan mudah. Tak perlulah berjalan jauh sebab xada parking dekat2 dan terpaksa pulak halang lalu lintas kenderaan lain. Bukanke boleh menimbulkan pelbagai masalah pulak.. Masalah pe? Lu pikir la sendiri... hehehe...
Setibanya kami di pintu utama, usherer yang terdiri dari ibubapa pengantin perempuan, sedara mara terdekat dan ahli2 keluarga yang lain menyambut dengan penuh mesra. Aku suka betul tengok keluarga mereka yang nmpk 'kelas' tapi masih sederhana.. Pakaian mereka namapk biasa tapi cantik dan tidak keterlaluan.. Tak nampak terlalu kampung dan tidaklah kebaratan.. Walaupun aku tahu mereka org2 berada, berpangkat malah tinggal di luar negara beberapa tahun lamanya, masih lagi kelihatan sederhana dan mesra.. Aku suka betul. Ibu pengantin siap peluk kami kerana rasanya dia masih ingat muka aku dan kjun sewaktu kami berdua datang melawat anak perempuannya yang sedang cuti sakit di rumah beberapa bulan yang lepas.. Tiba2 aku rasa terharu...
Di pintu masuk, kami di persilakan utk mengambil makanan ala bufet yang telah pun tersedia di kiri dan kanan dewan. Walaupun self service, setiap lauk yang terhidang ada pelayan yang menjaganya dari dihinggapi lalat dan mereka cepat betul menambah lauk pauk walaupun masih banyak berbaki. Muka pun tak lokek dengan senyuman.. Tak lah aku segan sangat nak ambik lauk banyak2.. hehehe...
Suasana di dalam dewan sungguh indah dan nmpak eksklusif. Teratur dan cantik. Ada lebih kurang 100 meja bulat yang di susun berdekatan antara satu sama lain. Setiap meja ada lebih kurang 6 ke 7 kerusi.. Free seating kata tuan rumah.. Tatkala masuk, mata aku tertumpu pada satu kumpulan nasyid yang sedang mendendangkan lagu nasyid yang agak terkenal yang antara liriknya 'Kalau tak sembahyang, apa gunanya..' :) Aku tak pasti nama kumpulan nasyid tersebut tapi hanya seorang saja yang agak familiar iaitu dari kumpulan saujana dan 4 org yang lain aku tak pasti dari kumpulan nasyid mana.. Mereka juga menemuramah hadirin yang datang dan ada juga usikan2 dari mereka yg membuatkan tetamu ketawa... Hmm.. lain sikit majlis perkahwinan kali ni.. Dah macam annual dinner yang selalu company aku buat 2 tahun sekali la pulak.. hhehehe..
Baru je punggungku menyinggah ke kerusi, rombongan pengantin pun tiba. Patutla aku tak nampak pengantin kat pelamin, rupanya baru sampai daaa... Semua tetamu terdiam ketika pengantin dan rombongan berarak masuk.. Aku yang baru nak menyuap nasi pun terhenti sebab nak tengok perarakan tersebut.. Hmm... inilah antara sebab aku tak berapa gemar datang ke kenduri kahwen kawan2 aku. Boleh basah tudung aku dengan airmata.. Tiap kali aku lihat kegembiraan yg terpancar si wajah mereka, aku jadi cemburu, aku jadi hiba.. Bilakah HARIKU AKAN TIBA? AKAN TIBAKAH HARI ITU? huhhuhu... Sudahlah, lagu2 romantis yang menjadi kegemaranku berkumandang sepanjang majlis berlangsung.. Perasaan hiba itu tak henti2 bermain2 dalam hatiku.. Mujurlah aku masih mampu tersenyum.. Tersenyum menumpang kegembiraan yang entah bila akan kurasai sendiri...
To Nadirah & Herman, Selamat Pengantin Baru... Semoga perkahwinan ini
berbahagia dan kekal ke akhir hayat...
Gambar2 ni je yang sempat di capture sebagai kenangan..
Again, congratulations..
Sebenarnya majlis perkahwinan pasangan pengantin yang aku hadiri tadi dekat je lokasinya, di Bukit Utama, Damansara. Tak lah terlalu susah nak mencari 'The Club', lokasi majlis perkahwinan mereka, cumanya dah namanya 1st time, so biasalah bila terlajak or tersilap jalan.. Lagipun simpang lepas CentrePoint tu tak boleh ambik ke kanan, jalan terus je leh, so terpaksalah kami pusing balik dan bila dah terlajak nak cari simpang yang sesuai utk u-turn tu yang buat tersesat sekejap. Tapi, tu perkara kecik je, lagipun sekitar 1 Utama je, kalau dah gamaknya tak jumpa gak Kelab tu kitorang leh je lepak tgk wayang kat OU.. hehehe...
Sampai je kat majlis tu, apa yang kami agakkan memang benar.. Majlis tu banyak di hadiri oleh org2 yang berpangkat atau org2 yang ada 'kelas' lah kan.. Mujurlah aku make up sikit, kalo tak nampak pucat je lah muka aku ni... Oleh sebab majlis tu di adakan di Golf Club, tntunya parking nya perlulah berbayar.. Pada aku, amatlah ok setakat bayar parking beberapa RM, sebabnya tentu2nya dah ada parking, selesa, bertutup dan mudah. Tak perlulah berjalan jauh sebab xada parking dekat2 dan terpaksa pulak halang lalu lintas kenderaan lain. Bukanke boleh menimbulkan pelbagai masalah pulak.. Masalah pe? Lu pikir la sendiri... hehehe...
Setibanya kami di pintu utama, usherer yang terdiri dari ibubapa pengantin perempuan, sedara mara terdekat dan ahli2 keluarga yang lain menyambut dengan penuh mesra. Aku suka betul tengok keluarga mereka yang nmpk 'kelas' tapi masih sederhana.. Pakaian mereka namapk biasa tapi cantik dan tidak keterlaluan.. Tak nampak terlalu kampung dan tidaklah kebaratan.. Walaupun aku tahu mereka org2 berada, berpangkat malah tinggal di luar negara beberapa tahun lamanya, masih lagi kelihatan sederhana dan mesra.. Aku suka betul. Ibu pengantin siap peluk kami kerana rasanya dia masih ingat muka aku dan kjun sewaktu kami berdua datang melawat anak perempuannya yang sedang cuti sakit di rumah beberapa bulan yang lepas.. Tiba2 aku rasa terharu...
Di pintu masuk, kami di persilakan utk mengambil makanan ala bufet yang telah pun tersedia di kiri dan kanan dewan. Walaupun self service, setiap lauk yang terhidang ada pelayan yang menjaganya dari dihinggapi lalat dan mereka cepat betul menambah lauk pauk walaupun masih banyak berbaki. Muka pun tak lokek dengan senyuman.. Tak lah aku segan sangat nak ambik lauk banyak2.. hehehe...
Suasana di dalam dewan sungguh indah dan nmpak eksklusif. Teratur dan cantik. Ada lebih kurang 100 meja bulat yang di susun berdekatan antara satu sama lain. Setiap meja ada lebih kurang 6 ke 7 kerusi.. Free seating kata tuan rumah.. Tatkala masuk, mata aku tertumpu pada satu kumpulan nasyid yang sedang mendendangkan lagu nasyid yang agak terkenal yang antara liriknya 'Kalau tak sembahyang, apa gunanya..' :) Aku tak pasti nama kumpulan nasyid tersebut tapi hanya seorang saja yang agak familiar iaitu dari kumpulan saujana dan 4 org yang lain aku tak pasti dari kumpulan nasyid mana.. Mereka juga menemuramah hadirin yang datang dan ada juga usikan2 dari mereka yg membuatkan tetamu ketawa... Hmm.. lain sikit majlis perkahwinan kali ni.. Dah macam annual dinner yang selalu company aku buat 2 tahun sekali la pulak.. hhehehe..
Baru je punggungku menyinggah ke kerusi, rombongan pengantin pun tiba. Patutla aku tak nampak pengantin kat pelamin, rupanya baru sampai daaa... Semua tetamu terdiam ketika pengantin dan rombongan berarak masuk.. Aku yang baru nak menyuap nasi pun terhenti sebab nak tengok perarakan tersebut.. Hmm... inilah antara sebab aku tak berapa gemar datang ke kenduri kahwen kawan2 aku. Boleh basah tudung aku dengan airmata.. Tiap kali aku lihat kegembiraan yg terpancar si wajah mereka, aku jadi cemburu, aku jadi hiba.. Bilakah HARIKU AKAN TIBA? AKAN TIBAKAH HARI ITU? huhhuhu... Sudahlah, lagu2 romantis yang menjadi kegemaranku berkumandang sepanjang majlis berlangsung.. Perasaan hiba itu tak henti2 bermain2 dalam hatiku.. Mujurlah aku masih mampu tersenyum.. Tersenyum menumpang kegembiraan yang entah bila akan kurasai sendiri...
To Nadirah & Herman, Selamat Pengantin Baru... Semoga perkahwinan ini
berbahagia dan kekal ke akhir hayat...
Gambar2 ni je yang sempat di capture sebagai kenangan..
Again, congratulations..
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