MOde of the day: Sedey

Hari sededey sedunia!!!

Dari pagi sampai la time ni mode sedey aku belum boleh sembuh. cuma baru sat2 tadi seseorng yg memang aku jangka akan call aku blk akhirnya kol aku juga.. my instinct came true which is coincidently the sadness of the day also already being detected a few day earlier. Its just me yang buat dek. And as a result, hari ni semuanya kacau bilau. I just suddenly feel down when everything suddenly ruined my mood. Hingga tak terkata kesedihan itu. My pe el is, to keep the secret just with me. Felt the sadness alone as i'm always being alone since i was borned. And i just immune with it.

Is it true that shared your burden/probs. with someone that really care of you can really release your stress? I just no idea as i have no one in my mind that really do care about me. Yes, they just a friends. And i can't expect friends can do really helps to make me happy just the way i wanted.

Now, what i want is watching movie of eat.pray.love. at Sunway Pyramid and eat at Chillies!! Hey YOU!!! Bring me there ok? U promise to belanja me in the phone just now kan? So, i wait for your call this weekend!! :) 'u know who you are' hehehe...

y???

Dah 2 hari aku demam. Hari ni suara langsung xdak. Tadi siang keje jugak sbb byk outstanding n appointment yg nak kena settle kan. ndak x ndak kena gak gi office sementara masih ada suara.

Tapi bukan demam ni yg merunsingkan aku.. apa yg merunsingkan aku adalah masalah yg baru dtg ni.. masalah ni la yg menyebabkan aku demam sampai xde suara...

Aku xfaham kenapa masih ada suami org di luar sana yg suka sangat mengganggu aku... Bini dia tengah ber pantang ke? aku xfaham betul. Konon xpenah dapat sejak kawen. Habis tu anak sampai 2 tu hape ke jadah nye?

Ye, aku dah tua dan masih single. SALAH ke aku sebab belum bekahwin? perlu ke nak ajak aku buat *** sebab ingat aku desperate for that? am i look that desperate or he actually yg desperate n asking me for that? Crazy n stupid man!!!

Mana lah jodoh aku ni? Cepatla datang... :(